The day started well, I was productive,
Motivated and I got a lot done
But then like a flick of a magic wand
My world spirals down
It only took one small thing
Something to upset my precarious balance
Down I fall with fury and frustration
Why can’t I just let it go and move on?
It was such a stupid mistake, not done to hurt
But yet I was the one who suffered, or did I
Yes things suddenly changed, but did anything really?
Could I not still do as I planned, with very minor changes?
It was the unsettled feeling, the realisation of something gone wrong
It was knowing change was coming and that’s what made feelings so strong