How can I find words to explain my pain?
For what’s in a title? What’s in a name?
Some battle through cancer as if it a cold
For others the cancer is a D word
It’s more than just symptoms a listing of pain
It’s my mind that is broken again and again.
The outward appearance means nothing at all
I may look as healthy as the lady next door
So how to explain this hell I live in
It something so complex so where to begin
To tell you I’m hurting thou no bone is broke
Or tell you for some my illness is a joke
If you’re looking for a quick answer from me
I’m sorry to disappoint I need at least 3
3 years of notes then some time to show
For till you have seen it you never will know
Yet even my husband who cares for me well
Never will grasp the depths of me hell